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Bill Eblin

04-27-2002
My name is Bill Eblin and I now live in Columbus Ohio. I moved here from Ft. Lauderdale Florida to get away from the people whom at the time, I just thought were stalking me. I knew they were using satellites, but at the time, I didn't think they would want to follow me to Columbus, some 1300 miles away from where this all started.
Since moving here in September of 2001, I have learned more and more about the type of torture and virtual prison sentence they have self imposed on me. In addition to the regular communications satellites they use, they have a couple they now use that have Remote Piloting capabilities. The micrwaves they use from these satellites in conjunction with a set of six pairs of Virtual Reality glasses allows them to just point and shoot at me with out any physical intervention from what I can tell, and these Virtual Reality Glasses also give them the capability to READ MY MIND. Of course, they do have some flaws in their testing methodology of this technology, namely they have no clue in what they are doing as they have told me. They just can't stop.
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Not sure if I can help but will try as much as I can. Keep in mind - they are probably reading this as you read it with their technology, and through your eyes. And also, I only know what I see, hear and feel and have been told by my perps, the Johnsons.
I don't know anything about implants, but as someone suggested to me, an MRI or a CAT Scan will probably show one. I had one of each and all was well. Ask yourself this, when in your life did you ever get put under, as in on a Doctors table in order to give someone a chance to put some kind of implant inside of you? I know I have been under a couple of times, but that was years before this started happening to me. As far as I know from the people doing this to me, use satellites connected to these Virtual Reality Glasses and Consoles which allow them to see my brain waves. They told me they "tuned" it to me and my brain at 28.5MHZ when they were in the apartment above me in Pompano Beach Florida. I have no idea if they have to tune it or not, for as far as I'm concerned. They also said each of the six of them had to have the glasses they have specifically tuned to each one of them. When they switch glasses to mess me up, I think a thought to the one I am talking to in my mind, and the other one answers or responds in a verbal sense (the other of the two who switched glasses).
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Echelon

ILLEGAL expermentation,satellite suvillance,harassment deivces, covert testing BY the [DRUG ENFORCEMENT BUREAU] LIVING IN SAFEHOUSES IN THE FIELD. and is a [SATELLITE NETWORK ].CODE NAME [D.E.B.].TARGET ME FOR A [METHCOOK]. I am being THE target of a illegal satellite surveillance and human expermentation.

DEAR Mindcontrolforums I'd like to tell you about a [BUREAU] by name of the [DRUG ENFORCEMENT BUREAU]. They are a [SATELLITE SURVEILLANCE NETWORK] in Phoenix, AZ Maricopa county. It is a [COVERT METHOL]and is involved in a PROGRAM, call [MKULTRA PROGRAM] involved [DRUG TOXIN CHEMICAL]and is targeting methcook I know being lookup http://mindcontrolforums.com/mk/c004-01.htm
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Colleen Rosa Egli

I was first logged into by a self help program, that was said to have been ordered from my family. The people in charge of the program could not hear everything that was being said, as some members of my family said that they thought I had ordered it and ask them to participate.
I never knew that it was done on the Internet with sight. They tried to cancel out of the program and that's when I heard less of them and more of the hacker..
Read Colleen Rosa Egli's account.
If you have any information please Email me
or write me.
Colleen Rosa Egli
60 N Mackenzi Ave. Apt1
Williams Lake, British Columbia
V2G 1N5 Canada
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Jon Bob Elder

Background: Male, married, early 30s, Latino, Latter-Day Saint, in Midwestern US. My name (of course) is a pseudonym and I would like to keep it that way.
As far as I can ascertain, I have experienced this phenomenon my entire memorable life. To be sure, it hasn't been constant, and recently has become more and more frequent and each occurance has lasted longer. Until the night of Friday, September 6, 2002, I had occasionally experienced things that seemed extreme or were inexplicable in the ordinary sense, but I just ignored them or tried to rationalize them away as something else simple and ordinary (like the normal "bad brakes" of life, or, maybe my body over-reacted to some medication I was taking, etc.).

By on and since this night, I have been keenly aware that something of a mind control nature is happening to me. However, I am still trying to figure out how and why this is being done to me and how, if any way exists, I could get it to stop. I have turned to my faith and I have found some passages in the Bible that may shed some light on this phenomenon and its sources. But I still often feel hopeless sometimes because it seems this thing is going to be with me for the rest of my life.

Read more of Jon Bob Elder's account Here
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received 2-2-2003

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Sheila Epstein

American Psychotronics Victim

Sheila seeks others for symptom comparisons:
Sheila Epstein sends this message for other victims of Psychotronics:
" Victims of Mind Control:
I am extremely concerned about "similar illnesses" affecting victims of Mind Control experimentation.
We are constantly being exposed to large (unnatural) amounts of pulsed RF and EM which has to have a negative impact on our body systems. I suspect these illnesses are the cumulative result of years of exposure.
The following illnesses are mentioned most frequently:
  1. Pernicious anemia
  2. Thyroid diseases
  3. Leukopenia (low white blood cell count)
  4. Neurological problems (MS like symptoms)

Anyone displaying any of the above or other related illnesses please contact me at
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or phone   561-963-4118   (newest number - 2-99)
Also see her movement to get victims in the Washington Post (1-99).
Her letter to Senator Patrick Leahy
Sheila this person lives close and wanted to contact if you see this you may contact at RJ
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Eric

Microwave harassment, ultra high frequency and a voice in the head.
To long to list has gone on for 7 years and every type of non lethal weapon has been used
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received 03-02-2004
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Evan

I'm 22 now and I've been harassed for four years now with mind control weapons.
Please can someone email me and tell me if there is any way I can stop these voices or help me get rid of such a weapon I got it when i was 19 now is suppose to be the best years of my life. Please help.
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received 07-06-2004
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Kathy Evans

To Whom It May Concern,
Over the past 13 years I tto have been tormented with these voices. I, myself have a couple of people that I think are involved, but why asked to get a "no" from. The family behind me I beleive retired from SAIC, who could have work on a govt. program.
Please advise - Thanks Kathy Evans

I've believe I've experienced a strange occurrence, which I'll try to explain.
I believe it happened around the first of the year or maybe as far back as Oct 97. It started out as hearing people in the back yard. It seems that I was the only one that heard these people, until one night when my nephew stayed over, he heard them too. My son has also said he heard them, but I'm not sure if he's going along with me on this one.
The strange events started happening at the start of 1998. I was sitting in my cubical at work and the voices, which I have heard in the back yard seem to be at work. At first, I thought I was imagining this, but it seems that there were other voices too. I heard two male voices and one female's voice. I also thought I was experiencing a nervous breakdown or going crazy, as some would say.
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Spence Everson

Victim of Drugs and Mind Control

Spence is a victim of at least 23 years of drugging and hypnotic mind control in California.

" I am from a mind controlled family. My fathers contacts with Lawrence Livermore Labs, and Lockheed Missiles and Space, may have jeopardized us all. I first noticed something amiss when it appeared that my brothers roommates were psychologically abusing him in his Berkeley communal home. Another brother spent some time in a commune in Oregon, where he was physically and mentally abused, and regularly hypnotized by the leader. Read more of his Account Here
It includes some basic anti- mind control guidelines, although I am not a deprogrammer.
The book form of my account will be available later by contacting E-Mail.

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Sandra Fargo

I am the victim of what, in my experience, is the ugliest, most flagrant publicly disgraceful display of the criminal misuse of hypnosis and mind control, phsysical abuse, property damage, deliberate, incapacitating brainwashing, hypnosis, mass-media from Loma Linda University (who need their teaching credentials yanked, the VA (Veteran's Administration Hospital, which needs to be shut down) and the hateful county of San Bernardino.

Read Sandra's account Here
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FBIforfreedom

Psychotronics Victim

FBIforfreedom immigrated to the United States as a human rights activist. He found his thoughts invaded by the FBI.
Having returned to country of birth and that I emigrated from a communist state as a human rights activist, FBIforfreedom writes of his experiences and important little-known his account of both Russian and American psychotronics. He also has a petition victims can join, and ideas on writing to Human Rights Watch and Amnesty International. Here's the link to FBIforfreedom page. It actually gives insights into collusion between Russian and American fascist mind controllers!

In September 1998 FBIforfreedom released his major work, Psychoelectronic Threat to Democrary
Read his newest article International Movement for the Ban of Manipulation of Human Nervous System by Technical Means

FBIforfreedom
E-mail:   E-Mail Web Site

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George Farquhar

My Personal Experiences of being used as a Remote Mind Control Experiment by the Intelligence Agencies.
I believe I have been remotely monitored by the intelligence agencies "Mind Control Police" since 1984. Microwave radiation attacks and Remote Mind Control Experiments started in 1997 while in Canada and have continued in Europe. I have also experienced : police burglaries, police and "black" helicopter harassment's, and continual police surveillance since 1994. Last year in 1998 I decided to dedicate my life to exposing the Mind Control Police. Since then, members of my family are now being subjected to police harassments and Psychotronic attacks. I have opened a website, Project Freedom, toward the expose' of Remote Mind Control Weapons used by the intelligence agencies against society. A peaceful protest is being planned to take place at the House of Commons, London on 19th October 2000, regarding this atrocity of human rights abuse. You can view George's account here.

Read the newest information about George. 1 2 3 4 5
Right now till George is out and back with us his sites are mirrored here. Project Freedom Also, is Georges site Stop Child Rape

E-Mailat this time his email is no longer working.

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Maurice Fernandez

East Indian Canadian Remote Psychotronics Victim

Maurice Fernandez is extremely bitter about what is happening to him in Canada, where he has immigrated. He had his account up at his web site, which is temporarily down. He says he's the brunt of provocateurs backing up remotely beamed mind torture; that's the same thing that's happening to most other psychotronics victims.
Maurice Fernandez's new E-Mail
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S. Flowers

American Ritual Abuse Victim

S. Flowers is the pen name for a ritual abuse victim whose account tells of predators who are in league with the authorities.

The author and her daughter are abused by various parties and cannot get help, as the authorities who should make good remove restraining orders and give inappropriate therapy. They may be involved in the abuser cults.
The child sexual abuse described reminds one of the way child spies are recruited (see the CKLN-FM transcript on Claudia Mullen).
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Marina Findlay

In 1996, Marina was an outspoken and quite successful environmental campaigner. She was discrediting and speaking out against the Forestry Authority and the Scottish Natural Heritage and challenging landowners’ outdated financial and property rights. In the underground media she was dismantling State propaganda while providing information that empowered others to actively protect native woodlands. Marina was involved in persuading the East Lothian council to put a precedential blanket Tree Preservation Order on an ancient wood, giving rights back to Nature and the people. Conservation put before exploitation.

And then... read a small portion of Marinas' Account Here

Marina Findlay's E-Mail

Read a longer account at the True Story of Marina Findlay

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Mike Filas

Mind control victim of brain/computer interface microchips injected into right arm while incarcerated in Cook county jail in Chicago.

I did not know I had them for 8 years. I always had ringing in the ears and am now being harassed due to whistleblower status. I discovered the website "Mind attack and Directed Energy Weapons" on the internet talking about victims in the Chicago area where I live. I copied it and sent it to some people at the bar and emailed it to a radio station. 2.days later I was attacked. Sleep deprivation, electro shock and muscle spasms all at once. I went to the hospital and they said I was dillusional and sent me to a local mental hospital for 8 days. There they tortured me the same way and it was the guards from the jail to make sure I did'nt sue so they would keep their jobs. I have seen the tiny chips in my arm through xray. They are the size of the tips of ball point pens and I do believe the 2 microchips to be the work of Dr. Phillip Kennedy and Dr. Roy Bakay. All I want to do is find an honest brain surgeon to remove or bypass electronically these chips. Since it is the medical field paying off jail guards to do the experiments I do not know who to go to for help in this subject. If you know of any surgeons who would help please contact Mike Filas email filasm@aol.com or thank you

Read updates here
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received 12-25-2003
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Bill Foote

Dear "Heart",
It's been really cathartic to finally access your site! I'd like to share my account--in it's entirety--with your readers.
I detail my experiences at Maharishi International University (after spearheading a series of "underground" newsletter forums to resist cult-like repression) that I believe provides STRONG evidence that I was chosen as a research target subject for the CIA/DIA's Psychic warfare technology--subjectively experienced as "multiple Eternities in Hell" and a Trauma that "probably should have killed me".
The file is a letter I wrote to John White (minimally revised from the original to provide several points of clarification), editor of Psychic Warfare--Fact or Fiction: An Investigation into the Use of the Mind as a Military Weapon. In his book, 14 contributing authors lay out their case documenting U.S. government research into this esoteric area. John's response was that although the perceptions/traumas I described were consistent with what one would experience under the Painful influence of Psychic warfare technology, he had no knowledge of MIU.
With access to the internet, I'm on a renewed campaign to find those who can help me understand and continue healing from experiences so Painful that I've suffered bouts of PTSD over the years since. (I'm hoping to eventually & finally vindicate myself by extablishing contacts with people willing and able to officially document my particular case.) With your extensive perspective into this "fringe" area and your many contacts, I thought you and your website a likely (if not the most promising) source of help. I'd appreciate referrals to others I can write to.
As requested in your submission guidelines, I'm officially granting you "permission to publish", "the right for you and others to 'republish and/or print out without express permission' " and "permission to provide my email address to others".
Thanks so much for your Devotion to this fascinating and Worthy website,
Bill
Read more of Bills' account Here
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Monday morning October 28, 2002
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Fox Fire

Nebraska born male. 28 (almost 29 years of age). I've been a "survivor" of cult abuse and mind control since I was 6 years old. Read more if his account Here
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received 6-7 2003
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Herbert Gartner

They hacked into my mind and body 8 yrs ago. My life has been hell ever since. They call me angry peace, because I don't get enough peace. The machine seemingly always going on. We should be able to fight back. The system doesn't work for me. I envy death for its peace. Help me find it so I don't choose euthanasia.

I was hacked into by military, high teck sources. They've been torturing me for almost 8 yrs. now. I feel like the god of suffering, because of what I endure. No one enforces the law at this level and they treat you like your crazy when your not. It's a machine, god level, matrix level, ufo, space, end of time technology already realized. I'm not hallucinating this. They're all liars, they coverup our slaughter. Any psychologist who doesn't fight it with us, is a slaver, a murderer, a rapist, a brainwasher, a criminal, one of them, one of satans. black market, black budget crimes. They crush us, they crush the resistance. We need help, what happens to me, happens to all of us. My rights are your rights. What happens to me may someday happen to all of us. The machine is worse than the rack, it kills you your whole life long not in a few hours or days. Human cruelty, how many of us must die before the public starts fighting it. We must fight back with everything we've got.
Help me brothers and sisters, we must fight for our rights.
If it happens to me it may happen to you.

Sincerely, Herbert Gartner
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John Ginter

American Psychotronics Victim

Like John Lambros, John Ginter was experimented on while in the US prison system. John's account goes into the history of mind control, and what he learned about it firsthand. He names some of the perpetrators he had personal contact with, exposing how a prison doctor resigned because his diagnosis of Sirhan Sirhan as a hypnotized programmed assasin was dismissed.

In 1967 in San Quentin prison the psychotronic assaults started. John says that they concentrated on altering his political beliefs. He had apparently angered the wrong people with them.
Send "To John Ginter" c/o Cheryl Welsh:
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(530) 758-1626

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Gaz

Harassment, abuse and molestation using ultrasonics, microwaves and hypnosis.

I have been subjected to a campaign of harassment, abuse and molestation using ultrasonics, microwaves and hypnosis by a hostile entity since 1995. I believe agents of Britain, United States or Israel are responsible, though I am told that they are the Freemasons. The perpetrators are extremely aggresive and hostile and their intent, as they put it, is to use me. My repeated complaints to legal authorities have been derided or ignored and only psychiatrists were asked to deal with them who immediately diagnosed me as mentally ill (schizophrenic), while the treatment in question continued throughout. Initially I did not know about the technology and complained of emission devises and of being talked to on the airwaves. This inhumane treatment includes vibrations, voices of various distances and volume levels, vivd dreams or visions, emissions, restiction of blood circulation to body membranes as well as mind control techniques. They have been able to reach me regardless of my location. I am unable to tell whether an implant is needed to effect this treatment.

I am asking anyone who can help to bring this atrocious ordeal to a halt and to expose these weapons to the public and bring the groups and forces who use them to justice and ensure that they are not used against anybody in the future.
Gaz
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received 07-13-2004
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Sam Geil

What about untracable forms of brain damage? Even mind control can not add up to as big a violation of rights as brain damage/ memory, thinking problems.
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received 7-31-2004
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Ghostgirl

My story, for the record, is that I've been continuously harassed and assaulted with hi-tech equipment for over 3 1/2 years now. It began with neighbors verbally harassing me using the repetitive phrases over and over. This gradually escalated into the continuous physical assaults with hi-tech equipment which is now putting me in physical pain and actually doing physical damage. I believe that the people behind it are doing this to sell this type of equipment for much money. I also believe they are a group of criminals who sell this stalking as a service to either run people out of neighborhoods or even as a "hit" - as in murder.
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received 02-20-2004
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Gemini68

Two implants behined wife ears where exposed after our son had an MRI. We where both in the MRI room not more than 10 ft from the our son. The MRI started to buzz and clunk and my wife started to tremble. She turned her back to the MRI said, "I dont like this." grasped the table put her head down and then her head and body began to shake. I motioned to the doctors but no one came to our aid. That evening at home she asked me to feel behind her ears their where these bumps from these things pushing out from under her skin. This is when it all started to get real freaky around town. I started researching and then she was abducted in April 2002.
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received 03-19-2004
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Harlan E. Girard

Director of the International Committee for the Convention against Offensive Microwave Weapons

Harlan E. Girard is a person of some fame in mind control circles, the reason will be evident if you delve into mind control history.
Harlan E. Girard was born in Cleveland , Ohio in 1936. He studied for the B.Chem.E. degree at Cornell University and received the B.A. degree in economics from The University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, from which he graduated in 1957.

From 1957 to 1984, Mr. Girard was employed and self-employed in a number of businesses, all of them centered on real estate development. In 1984, he returned to school to study urban design and landscape architecture at the University of Pennsylvania, from which he received the Master of Landscape Architecture degree in 1988.

Since 1988, Mr Girard has been pursuing independant research into the development, testing and evaluation of offensive microwave weapons, including especially mind-control mechanisms. He is an Associate Member of The Institute of Electrical and Electronic Engineers, a member of the Society of Photo-Optical Instrumental Engineers(SPIE), an Associate Member of the Bioelectromagnetics Society, and an Associate Member of the European Bioelelectromagnetics Association.

In 1990, Mr Girard established the Interantional Committee for the Convention Against Microwave Weapons for the purpose of continuing his work, in the event of his untimely death. The International Committee has an arms control function but it is also interested in the atrocities being committed by the United States Government (USG) in the research, development, testing and evaluation of biological process control weapons. In addition, It is interested in the USHG's compliance with the conventions to which it is a State Party, such as the Convention Against Torture. The International Committee contends that involuntary human medical experiments financed by any government are punishment per se, and the infliction of gratuitous pain and suffering on involuntary human subjects is torture within the meaning of this Convention.
Mr Girard received an Honorable Discharge from the United States Air Force in 1963, and used to be a moderate Republican.
Human Research Subject Protections Act of 1997 with a call for letters
Testimony before the Human Subjects Subcommittee
Effects of GHz radiation on the human nervous system: Recent developments in the technology of political control
Terminal Behavior Control Experiments By C.I.A. Under William Casey And-Judge Webster

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Andrew B. Goewey

This electronic weapon known as irradiation, comes through Security Lights for the most part, sometimes through panels. It is in every population, I would bet, of a size in the US and even to an extent in Mexico. This stuff is very barbaric and also torture, against our Constitution, Bill of Rights. It is potentially cancer-causing. I have perhaps had chronic myeloma twice, bone cancer in forearms, once, and colon cancer once. This was not all due to the irradiation, but some of it was, I would bet. I have gotten this since some time in 1998, and still get it. It I guess is designed to 'drive the subject nuts' and also destroy him, they hope. How can we pretend to give others democracy and freedom when we live in a virtual concentration camp, the 'Juden' are those who are targeted by this illegal electronic warfare aspect. This is enough to make one very angry and I am surprised they have not created more of these "Kazinski's."
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received 08 - 23 2003
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Linda Gonzalez

American Survivor

Mind control is one aspect of holocaust. Psychotronics and bioengineering have been used by some to painfully ruin individuals' bodies and lives, to spoil mass behavior and relations, and to reverse overall progress. The sciences can be used instead to maximize global health and collective well-being (peace and security).
I am a survivor of psychotronics and biological engineering. I make my entry for victim relief, forums for gathering, and governmental change. Read more of Linda's Information Here
Linda Gonzalez
P.O. Box 1175
Murray Hill Station
New York, NY 10156
Telephone: (212) 867-4217

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received 05-29-2004
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Sharon Goodner

My name is Sharon Goodner and I am from Chattanooga, Tennessee. I am supposedly Schzophrenic but my voices can drag people off the streets to harass me. My voices also drive cars! Imagine that. I guess that is why the psychology books say Schizophrenics KNOW. Well, I'm like everyone else, I do KNOW when I am being screwed. Read Sharons' account Here
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Mary Goodwin

My disabled son and I have been punished, harassed, tortured, violated, threatened and assaulted and run from town to town by a group of stalkers. These stalkers recruit others to recruit others to follow us. We are put on twenty-four hour a day surveilance, with multiple assaults occuring every half hour. The police know about this. I have called the police almost every day for the past three years and they have not been able to determine who is stalking us.

Thank you
Mary Goodwin
88 W. Main Street Rear Apt.;
Millville, NJ 08332 856-825-6224
Read more of Mary and her sons' account Here
E-Mail
received 2003

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James Henry Graf

American Whistleblower -- Psychotronics Victim

James Henry Graf's account is a wonderfully written literary masterpiece. Through it runs a thread of human decency and justice.
James actually covers the perpetrators with more knowledge than many victims have, as they were operating from his workplace.
He says:
In 1984 and 1985, I blew the whistle on civil liberties violations involving persons at my workplace and corrupt police, prosecutors, and intelligence agents. The gangsters, government and "private," whose crimes I had tried to reveal invaded my privacy, slanderously attacked my character and reputation, impugned my sanity, assaulted me with radiation and bio-chemical weapons, killed my dog, and tortured me with electromagnetic weapons.
James Henry Graf
Please Make the UN Do Its Job!
Web Site
JH Graf's Human Rights Forum
Human Rights Community
E-mail or E-Mail

updated 08-21-2003
Yes, others may use materials from my web site, provided the person doing so properly credits the author, does not significantly alter the text, does not seek to profit financially from the act, and displays no invidious purpose.

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Milton D. Grindstaff

Military and Research Victim

I felt it important to tell you of my involvement in the program. I was first approached as a civilian in Atlanta, Georgia in December 1972. I was a homeless wanderer, and had a few jobs every so often to get food and clothing. I was 17 years old and had no one to call family. I had left home due to my opposition to the Vietnam war. I was in Peachtree park in Atlanta when a fellow came up to me and offered me LSD. I was interested and also broke. I do not know why I wanted the drug, I had taken it 2 times before. Both times were from friendly strangers in vans at the beach. Both times I was watched while I was on it by them. This man insisted on giving it to me, and I lost awareness of almost everything. He called it Orange Sunshine. There was no charge. He took me to an apartment building and asked me to stay there for a while. His name was simply 'Charlie' and he claimed to be from Ft.Benning
View more of Mr. Grindstaff account as a Military and research Victim.
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Ed H.

First a little bit of backround info. I am a 20 year old male from southeastern Massachusettes. I have always felt a little different than most people. In the past year or so it has been becoming clearer and clearer as to why. Read more of Ed's account Here
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Innocent Habibi

I cannot believe this is really true. What I have experienced is really real and true, and worst of all, my life has been torn apart because of my knowledge. The U.S. Government should be brought to trial for their crimes. I think I am going to be sick. All victims and witnesses of 9-11, read my account, please, and know that we are not alone.
received 8-8-2003
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Lance Haggard

What do I have to do to be granted the same protection everyone else is given? For the last nine years my fourth amendment rights have been trampled on, run over and generally buried by my government. People have tried, unsuccessfully to hold me accountable to their code, one in which God does not exist and subversive ideas are able to run rampant through minds better suited at forming Play-Do then humans. Through hypnosis and microwave signals my country has reached an all time low in human right violations. I have been in contact with many different organizations, not one has been of help. The only voice of reason! these last nine years has been one Congressman named Ken Calvert, a true protector of our countries ideals and founding principals. He initiated a Congressional Investigation in 1994, and although it met with questionable results, he was at least supportive. I now ask for your help in ending this abuse, below is just a sampling of information and knowledge that I have, if your agency is unable to help anyone you could put me in contact with would be greatly appreciated. Read more of Lances' account Here

February 11, 2003
Lance Haggard
5015 Hallwood Ave
Riverside, CA 92506
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received 2003

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Jim Haller

I am trying to start a support group in the NJ/NY area! Possibly call it Bridge of Love after the publications company of David Icke who writes about our problems with a view toward spirituality. His website is www.davidicke.com.
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Happytrails

I, and my kids are being severely victimized by the cia, fbi, and the military. We have been spyed on, stalked, terrorized severely for over four years. The people that are helping them are right under your noses. They are using public libraries for their cover. They use a stealth teleportation to get to us. They have brought in equiptment to experiment on me mostly. They have taken samples of my brain. They have worked on my stomach, Arms, and legs. They have taken blood tests. Read more of the personal account Here
E-Mail
received 12-17-2003
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Barbara Hartwell

American MKULTRA Survivor

Barbara Hartwell is a survivor of the CIA's MKULTRA and Phoenix Project. She was utilized for many years as a mind controlled operative and professional CIA asset. FBI Senior Special-Agent-in-Charge (ret.) Ted Gunderson has endorsed her credibility and documented the harassment and political persecution which followed the breaking of her programming and her refusal to allow the CIA to get returns on their "investment".
Her account is in the form of a letter.
You will find both her old appeal and a more recent and urgent appeal for contributions to Legal Defense and Research Fund.

Dear Friends and Advocates of Freedom and Justice For All:
Please see my website
You'll find articles on Gov't Mind Control, CIA Black Ops, Harassment of Targeted Individuals and more....
The webmaster is my dear friend and fellow researcher, Dr. Bruce Cornet. Bruce has volunteered his time and expertise and he's done a great job on this site. New articles and some great photos of field research on the Special Ops Training Base in Pine Bush, NY and the EG&G Rotron facility in Woodstock, NY  are soon to come.
Check it out ! And please tell your friends.
Thanks and God Bless.
Babs

Barbara Hartwell
Legal Defense and Research Fund
(for the protection of constitutional and human rights)
PO Box 832
Woodstock, NY 12498
E-mail:  E-Mail
Phone:   914-247-0058

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Kathy Heckman

American Psychotronics Victim

In Kathy Heckman's account, The Echoes of Idiots, she says:
"We've all had friends who loved to hear themselves talk; now we have civil servants who like to hear us think what they talk. This is supposed to drive us crazy, and I can almost grasp their genius. Listening to them can drive one crazy and hearing ones mind echo their nonsense is akin to being locked in an echo chamber with Tiny Tim's "Tiptoeing Thru the Tulips" playing nonstop. I know, because since 1994 I've been subjected to the echoes of idiots."
Kathy relates so vividly, and with sparkling humor, the psychological ploys of the controllers who appear in psychotronics victims' minds and wage their psy-war against fellow-citizens of their own country! A great inspiration for other victims not to break down under the brainwashing, which attempts to teach you that you're a worthless idiot who can't have any normal relationships.
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Her street address:
Kathy Heckman
P.O. Box 1373
Angels Camp, CA 95222
may have changed to
P.O. Box 1744
San Andreas, CA 95249
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Johan Heller

I have been a victim for electronic harassment for nearly 5 years now. Its a voice I am feeling inside my head. Telling me to jump out infront of a lorry or go and kill myself. It also tell me they can see with my eyes and here with my ears. It is hard to have this voice in head as soon as awakening up.

It started back in 1999 in december with a lots of telefone problems my isdn stoped work and I got my car damage. And also after a week it started nocking in the walls. It continued as long as we lived in the flat. And it continue I can't work and I am getting treatment as mentally ill.
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received 10-21-2004
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Heveab

American Psychotronics Victim

Heveab is the pseudonym chosen by a remote beam torture victim for her net appearance.
Heveab's account tells of a professional, working nurse who began to be tortured by electronic waves after complaining about a Mafioso neighbor. She goes through extreme nervous system invasion and can't sleep, as well as experiencing break-ins where her papers are stolen.
Tragically, Heveab became so allergic to rubber that she couldn't work at a hospital any more. Her efforts to make a living thereafter are forever thwarted by the "controllers," and she has had to move in with her parents.
Behind the scenes, perpetrators cut her off from support from friends and working associates. Her former landlord had dropped plans to build her an allergy-safe room environment. The police lose records of her complaints.
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Linda & Donnie Hintz

Corporate coverup in Stark County Ohio

Mother of 2 sons stalked, drugged, raped resulting in brain damage. All covered up to protect big local oil business
( Documented Evidence of Mind Control ) Mother of two sons stalked drugged and raped using mind altering drugs !
Read more of their Account Here
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James Holland

I James Holland can be controlled by electronicaly controlled, if you don't believe me you can call these people Betty 210-735-0568 June 954-772-5858 Judy 210-655-6333 Aurthor Brown 210-532-2449 Dana work number 210-733-6125. Guess what I am related to the mafia from my ex wife the boxes becauses that is what some peole call them are black and some have screens and some don't. The stuff is is metallic in nature and is as small as a virus and there is a mam from Fort Perice FL. Who is trying to get away with killing me by making say things so he can record my voice and guess what I can do I talk to hin with my mouth closed but he cannot record because he keeps trying getting to me by making saying me from my voice the other way sounds like mouse talking Better hurry I will be dead soon he is gay I am straight.
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received 06-05-2004
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Honeybear

I hate these cowardly people!!!

First of all, I would like to say that I hope you all are not some fake group of people. I would really like to receive help. Not just emotional support, I would like to see this out in the open and discontinued.

I was attending the University of Chicago when my Spanish T.A., Mary Quinn, began to do strange things. A couple of months later, to my complete and horrid astonishment, I come to the conclusion that something unbelievable is occuring to me. The most vicious and violating act imaginable was happenning to me.

It is now 9 years later. I have aged from 19 to 28 yrs old. I've had to quit school and I've had a hard time keeping a job. It is soo hard to deal with this all alone, when your friends and family think that you are crazy or sick. I've gone to the hospital several times when everything gets too much. They give me pills for Schizophenia but they do absolutely nothing at all but give me a foaming mouth. It doesn't take away my firm knowledge that something sick and perverted is occurring, because there is. There's nothing more painful than knowing something to be the truth and have others think that you are crazy. The simple possession of an illness would be much easier to deal with.

I really, really hope that you all are trying to DO SOMETHING to stop this craziness. NO MORE SILENT VICTIMS, PLEASE.

Thank You.
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received 07-19-2004
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Muhammad Li a.k.a. Mark Iannicelli

My name is Muhammad Li a.k.a. Mark Iannicelli and I was implanted in the Nassau County jail on Long Island ,New York.
I am advocating the arrest , prosecution , amd imprisonment of all MK Ultra type operatives and their accomplices . If you want to help send all evidence of surviving MK Ultra lowlifes that are involved in torture, reseach , and murder to the prosecutor ,Mr. Moreno Ocampo of the International Criminal Court in Den Hague, The Netherlands. email info at pio@icc-cpi.int , telephone 31 0 70 515 8515 or 8377 or 8110 Fax 31 0 70 515 8555.
Stop begging the enemy within and trust the international court outside the United States
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received 8-14-2003
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Jack

Hello my name is Jack and I'm a victim of technological mind contol harrassment. I'm forced to say things against my will. This has been happening for over six years now. The government is hiding the knowlege of mind control technology from the people. This leads me to believe that the government is experimenting with a large amount of people and the harrassment is far reaching. I have been forced to think things that just weren't true and made to hurt myself. I want the sound waves that are being sent to my head to stop and I want retribution. I applaud the creators of the mind control forum webpage for spreading the information about the technology and hope that people take them seriously.
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Janelle

I've been targeted for reasons not completely clear to me and I HAVE DONE NO WRONG.

Met a gentlement RAT in 1994 who set me up to believe he was understanding and completely accepting of me. He worked at a closed circuit tv station. After 2 years of trusting him I found out he was involved in porn and incest.

Problems started for me thru the media then. They stopped for awhile in 2002 - Aug. 2004. I have had some health problems but found alternative medicine very helpful and not as harmful as what I was taking.

They I guess didn't like me being so vocal and angry that their drugs were dangerous to me.

Because I do believe in the goodness of a loving God I pray and ask for his help. So it seems some of the mysterious satanic little problems like having things out of place in my house have stopped for awhile.

But my dreams have become very vivid and it seems that when I go to sleep I go into a very deep trance. I remember nothing except a little of the vivid dreams but I feel as if something has happened that I had no control over when I wake up.
received 10-23-2004
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Janis

I am a victim of harassment by the FBI for the last three years. When I contacted a defense attorney and told him to see the FBI about tapes I turned over to them I became a target.

This harassment has been going on for two solid years. The Agents began to follow me three years ago but the verbal, mental and sexual abuse began later. First they tried to get me into a mental hospital. I walked out of there with no medication and was told nothing was wrong with me. They did this by telling me to go here, there and I will fax the whole story to anyone interested. I then was raped and sodimized with some type of system that generated a current. I believe this was done in an effort to send me back to the hospital so that they could say I was crazy if I testified. I believe these agents were hiding something from their supervisors about the tapes I had turned over to them. I have 8-10 pages of this story that I will give to you if you e-mail me. I also have a journal I have kept for two years with date/time of the incidents that took place, photos and video if you contact me or my lawyer I will allow you to view them.
received 10-09-2004
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Jay

I am being harrased 24 7 by a group out of Philadelphia. One persons name may be Frank and he may also be a Philadelphia police officer. They are using electronic devices to watch me every place I go. They are even watching me this very moment. They tell me hundreds of ways how they are going to get me in prison and kill me every day. They have removed all the rights this USA has given us. I am a vet. I have been to every goverment law enforcement agency. No one wants to admit to whats going on. They know how it is done. I live in Yardley Pa.
I do think I have an implant also. They do everthing they can to keep me from getting any type of a scan to prove it. I think they put it in in Philadelphia, or at the Lower Bucks Hospital here. I woke up one morning stripped of all my clothes. I know they were drugging me there also. As many as 3 days out of the week I spent there.
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received 8-26-2003
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Jason Jenkins

I've been a victim now for Two years. I moved to alot of different locations around the states. I've kept diaries including in detail information on equipment they use and other methods as well as weaponry ranges, names,and other related circumstances...

I'm still astounded as far as the technology around virtual simulation games and the extent people are making to play these games. Direct energy weapons, non-lethal weapons, frequency guns, P.S. systems, projectors, neurophones, and yet someone is funding these operations. Nanotechnology ( droids uni-bots anti-bots) being created within someone's own bio-system. I've undergone some very extreme attacks of high powered micro-waves...

I just want someone to tell me how do I get relief? Besides what I've learned by myself to do in resistance, I would like to know how to stop this voice synthesis. I'm tired of their constant verbal tone sonar attacks to induce aggravation as well as sleep depravation that in orders them to further progress this form of brain washing. Know one will listen to you no one will even believe you even if you show it to them in black in white. Can you shed some light on this for me? PLEASE!
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received 05-03-2004
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Johannas

I am in the position of waiting for a gavel to sound. I spend my time making as much progress as I am able within the constraints of someone very embattled. The control of information is the frontline of the people who have attacked me. Mind control is one of their favorite tools. Today's Faust has not understood the writings of Goethe. Read more Here
received 10-19-2003
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John

I'm a victim, I want to share my observations of the way this group is currently using this weapon. They seem to be able to image through walls and can aim this weapon.

They usually wait until something productive is undertaken--like reading, computer use or other things that utilize the mind. The emission burns the skin, and damages the eyes. The stomach pains created from exposure cause horrible cramps and terrible gas. They use the weapon especially at night to disrupt sleep. This is an emission, you'll know your being targeted rightaway by the noises it makes when it strikes near you. you can literally hear it hitting the walls, tv whatever. It is very painful when it strikes the skin. There seems to be a coordinated group involved, and they take extreme care in covering up there actions. They use the police!!!

I will send all my observations to all. There must be a way to measure the type of emission and determine it's origin. I do know they take extreme care in covering this up. They know the criminal nature of this and the type of prison term if caught, not to mention the national hysteria that will ensue should definitive proof be brought to the media's attention. Every american can be a target of this and not even know it.
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received 09-29-2003
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Jas

I am a middle aged male living in the mid-western united states and prefer not to be acknowledged by name or contacted.

For nealy a decade I have suffered almost daily mental / physical abuse because of a brainwashing experiment which took place nearly a decade ago.

The attempts on my life and discrediting of my character began to speed up after I wrote a document describing the people, places and events which occured.

I even went to a local law enforcement official and described in detail the events which occured, and from what I can gather he was told to not investigate the allegations.

Doing my own investigation, I documented the people involved by taking photographs of them, located the building (which was torn down and turned into a baseball field), tried to locate records on the park (when it was built etc.), asked questions of law enforcement officials, directors of parks and recreation, internal affairs for the dea and fbi and the only response I have ever gotten is "stop looking into this".

Since all of my own investigations have led to dead ends I believe the people involved in brainwashing me back in 95' have employed the use of a device making use of a federal patent application number 20020162942.

I have a hard time every day coping with life because of this. My friends and family don't want to talk about it because I get so frustrated trying to explain everything.
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received 03-27-2004
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Jas1

I am a victim for 2 years now. The perps who are doing me are from the Philadelphia area in PA. Please feel free to contact me.

They keep telling me they are going to get me in a jail setting and kill me there. This is suppose to happen in Philadelphia PA. I also think a group of Philly doctors may be involved in this.

Also I find the "Faraday Shield" can block their transmissions. I'm sure I have been implanted it showed on a CAT Scan I had. Next I will go for an MRI. I hope there is some way to remove it.

It's to bad the public is kept in the dark about all this.
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received 2004
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Janine Jones

New Zealander Psychotronic Implant Victim

Janine Jones' account includes images which include the brain implants she received as a baby in 1949, and radiation patterns on her window.
A petition against the Crown of New Zealand details her struggle since the implants have been activated, destroying her professional and personal lives.
A health professional confirms in writing the presence of the implants and their harmful effects, a document most implant victims have yet to posses.
Letters of recommendation attest to Janine's character and professional standing.
Update:  Metal Electrodes verified by Graeme Marlow Macdonald, MB BS, Neurosurgeon, Auckland Hospital, New Zealand, as being embedded deep within the ear sockets under the temporal plates. See the second image.
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Jodi

I am a survivor of ritual abuse. I am a 35 year old female who wants to be support to others. I am in the healing stage and my therapist said it is time to give back. I am willing to help if I can.

I survived 18 years of near death torture, and I am a miracle. I still have times even as recent as last weeek where something sends me mentally away. I was in the store and someone had on a colone that about sent me off the deep end. Thank God for such a wonderful support group.
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received 01-07-2005
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Judith ABR

American Victim of a Chemical, EMF, and Implant War

According to Judith:
Born into an Air Force family, I have endured situations which led me to seek safety by filing law suits to bring out the lab results of intentional toxic poisoning and electro-magnetic frequency assaults in her residence, work environment and vehicles from 1990 to the present time, with the worst assaults beginning on Halloween 1993.
Judith now (revised 2-98 & 6-02) tells her story, with a more detailed account in the works. She found that records for on operation during which she received an unwanted uterine implant are missing. This has made it hard to try to prosecute the medical perpetrators in court.
Included with the story is one published article written by Judith

All materials here are copyrighted by Judith ABR, 1998 -2002. Also read an older statement at the hambone archives PRETTY PEOPLE STALKING
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Judy

My name is Jewell Lee Gaston-Mauldin, nicknamed "Judy". I am a fifty-seven(57) African American female and mother of four(4) grown daughters; one deceased son, killed in 1993 by gunshot violence; one deceased daughter, demised in 1967 of SIDS.

I am, at present, married though separated and plan to remain that way... "Judy"

I am the victim of an involuntarily implanted remote monitoring system microchip. I have a suspicion of who is responsible for this atrociously, gross violation to my person, but nothing provable so far. I suspect that it was done for purposes of identity-theft; someone, for some reason wants my identity---all identification was stolen in 1999. I have been subjected to this attempt at "mind control" since June of 1999 that I am aware of. I help the cause by passing out print-ups that I write relevant to my experience, in hopes of enlightening the public-conscience to the plight of people, like myself, who are unwitting victims of some cruel "puppeteer". I have been caused much physical pain by this person or persons whose identity is only suspected by me. In spite of appeals to every level of authority known in America, I have yet to be considered credible enough to merit their attention. It is calming to know that there are others in my same circumstance who will understand.
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received 11-18-2003
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Justice

I am not really that comfortable sharing my story only becuase I know that some organizations involved in this type of harrassment kill. I don't want to die just yet, but I do sincerely want to stop them from continuing what they are doing, destroying lives. If anyone is interested in really doing something, please send me an email.
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received 10-06-2004
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Kali

The bad shit is happening for quite some time. But the real one is yet to come.

I have seen the end with my own eyes,but I need to know if it's true and I do not have nobody to talk to about this I do not want to take the bad shit on me. The bad shit for me is that I've see it and still can do nothing because I really do not have no material support to in no way. First of all I do not know from were to start, so I've begin to separate the world's because there are two worlds or maybe more but for me to understand the truth I need to separate the those two worlds which are:
1.The Machine World
2.The bad shit world in which we leave
The machine world it offers to everybody stability and perpetual monument without giving you nothing only taking. The bad shit world it's what you can not see because of the machine world which is what you see everyday day by day. Maybe there is not to much people that see what I have seen but I'm praying that there has to be a last defense. I only know that we as humans our end is coming and it can not be stop if the things are the same. To tell you the truth I think that it will come a time in which all human kind will see what is really happening but it will be to close to the end. I'm very sure of what I know and living after it. The time have changed real fast without having a good knowledge about what is happening to me so i wake up wandering,like a child. I see people that they have forgot that they are people the kindness and the whole goodness of human kind is disappering is falling apart and people are more and more the perfect hybrid. I'm not seeing no more humans I only see robots. The good thing in my country is that everything is fucked up. I only want to leave enough to fight till the end. I'm having problems real ones with the understanding what i have seen. I need advice.
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received 08-12-2004
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Kalie

I live on a military base and I semi-retired a few years back. Why I am being harrased is beyond my belief. Read account Here
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received 8-30-2003
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Evert van Kammen

Dutch victim of Mind Control

Hello I am a Dutch victim of Mind Control. I am being harassed for the past three years. My privacy, my freedom and my mental health are taken away. The last weeks or days I have the feeling that I am being murdered. They constantly attack my brain. At this moment they even wont let me get my groceries. They want me to commit suicide. I have the feeling that I wont make it any longer. My attackers are capable of everything. Due to what they are doing to me it is hard for me to explain whats happening. I have tried to make a homepage about my situation: http://home.hetnet.nl/~mcvictim, it is not finished. If you look at the "writings" section you can get an idea what they did to me.

With regards
Evert van Kammen
Amsterdam
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Kamo

In 1990 in NYC I survived an attempted murder disguised as a traffic accident. I had (partial) trauma-based amnesia for 3 years and the crime was covered up by the police, my lawyers, the judge etc. When my memory returned I understood my family (mother, 4 sisters, 2 brothers) was behind the crime. Then I re-evaluated my whole life in a new light, wrote my diary and memoirs for therapy and researched legal and psychological issues. I understood why my mother took me 4 or 5 times to have my teeth drilled when I was 2 years old: trauma-based mind control.
I came from Paris to New York at age 30 in 1983 as an aspiring musician with huge psychological problems (guilt, low self esteem, self-destructive etc.) with the goals of answering my calling and healing my psyche. Though I didn't make it career-wise, answering my calling brought peace of mind and the practice of voice and guitar helped in memory recovery and emotional healing. Meanwhile crime after crime happened to me and to keep track of the past and the present I wrote it all down and put it on my website in 1999.
Since I've returned to Paris in 2002 my family puts a lot of pressure on me to take my website down. No wonder since my take on them, mostly my mom, is at odds with the image she created of herself as a good Catholic. In June 2003 I was the victim of an intense psy-op: a bombardment of "street theater", veiled threats of being locked up in the airless basement or having my hands chopped-off if I use my computer ("negative reinforcement"), to discourage me from writing and convice me I'm a mental case. I expect more crimes and more pressure to silence me.
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received 8-21-2003
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Ed Kats and Family

Ukrainian American Psychotronic Implant Victims

Ed Kats and his son Jay received brain implants during supposedly routine operations.
They have a clear xray of two of the devices, available here.
Two major hospitals on the San Francisco Bay Peninsula in the state of California, USA were involved. Surprisingly, one of them did the revealing xrays (must be differing factions there?).
Ed sent me their account and appeal in an email, presented here. He would like the implant program to become common knowledge.
In May 1997 the Kats Web Site went on the air - Welcome to the World of Human Guinea Pigs
(also in our resources)
Ed feels that they have a crucial account for the public to know about. He also offers T-shirts with appropriate graphics.
new as of (1-1-97) E-Mail
They had an interview with Metro and you can read that intreview Here
Ed needs to contact Gordon Thomas, author of Journey Into Madness, CIA mind control. If you can help, please email him at the above address.
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Kay

I believe my whole family is under some kind of attack and has been since older son come home from the military in late 1996. Both my husband and I knew he was acting alot different. he has had three years army and four years Air Born. I can't believe any of this. I am told by a councelor that all my facts are just coincedences. I go by facts in life and no coincedences could change a close loving family like this. Read more of Kay's personal account Here
received 11-12-2003
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Kitten

I/we are victims of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) and we range in age from a few months old to me, the host, in my early 30s. We went through horrific torture that I as the host don't even now remember in full. Though others tell me the insiders do and the littles especially live in the past and panick at certain visual or aural triggers. One of the triggers is the film/book Wizard of Oz, which was used to programme us. So far we do not want integration but are learning individually to deal with the trauma. Later on...who knows...? Read more of Kitten's accountHere
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received 08-18-2004
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Richard King

HELLO,
My name is Richard King. I am newly married 5yrs. and we have a beautiful daughter named Felicia. I am from the USA and they are from Thailand. I moved to Thailand 5 years ago and recently have been exposed to severe torture consisting of possible ultrasound, because of its' echoing characteristics. My brain is not all here at the moment, we are all just recovering from a week-end of horrible torture. My baby is constantly awakened, vomiting, nausea, diarrhea and a bad disposition. We all have sore feet. My body is jolted with shocks that make me jump, I have lost about 40KILO in the last 5 months. I'm very tired and need to sleep. The folks that are torturing us are freemasons and some of their affiliated rites groups. I fear for my daughter's sanity. Several nights ago My wife had to take me to the hospital because my heart rate went up to about 95 and I had trouble breathing. I had urinated all day about 60 times and was burning all over. I feel like I have a sun burn, please advise us on what we can do.
GOD BLESS,
RICHARD KING AND FAMILY
Read account more of Richard's account Here
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received 05-20-2003
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Deanna Kline

American Psychotronic Implant Victim

I am an intercerebral implantee and human test subject and have been since the middle 1960's. If anyone would like first-hand input about what it's like to be a human guinea pig feel free to contact me.
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Knighty

Hi, I'm a fellow sufferer of mind control by various groups, including the CIA and foreign governments, and possibly even extra-terrestrial forces - although I cannot verify this. Feel free to email me anytime.

I have been subject to mind control for ten years now. It started when I was 23 - I was involved in protests against the US Government's actions oversees and wrote many letters as well as organising protests. I first became aware that something was wrong when I started to hear voices instructing me to ride the horses in a field near my house. I have never been interested in horses. I later realized that this was part of an attempt to discredit me as a thief. I was told to do mad things via voices which were beamed into my head by a means that I now know to be called trans-cranial stimulation. For example, I was instructed to take a Samuria sword to work and to attack my workmates. I was able to resist because their technique to put me in a suggestible state did not work properly. I am being tortured via magnetic fields that are transmitted from a local power distribution station near my house. These stations are everywhere and can easily be used to send out modulated magnetic fields.
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received 10-13-2003
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Keith

Hello,
My name is Keith. My whole life has been plagued by spiritual warfare, as far back as I can remember. I never understood why my life was always so agonizing. Even as a small child the other kids were uncomfortable around me, so I've never had many friends. I was a troubled kid, and ended up joining the U.S. Army at 17 to get away from it all. It got worse there. Plus I suspect a possible implant and/or other possible experiments via vaccination by the injector guns. There is, to this day, a rice grain sized hole in my left shoulder. It is the same size as some implants. It hurt far worse than the right shoulder injector gun site did. I started having visions about circus politics and Arabic terrorism and ended up getting booted from the military under General w/honorable conditions. (Coincidentally, Iraq invaded Kuwait a few months after I was released from duty. About 1 1/2 to 2 years after getting out, I was called by Christ to believe in Him. During my prayer, I experienced my first psychotronic or spiritual attack that was meant for me to discern. A voice roared, "You aren't coming in HERE with that sh*t!!!". I was persistent and clung to Christ. At which point I was made to hallucinate a Asian style, serpantine dragon writhing in violent agony in my intestinal area, but there was only faint sensation in my gut, so I percieved it to be an illusion. The assault proceded to show me my sexual immoralities and fornications and made the bed go up and down. Still I clung to Christ. The spiritual warfae and psychotronics have been going on all day , every day, since that day in 1992. I ended up backsliding for about 3 1/2 years, but have been restored to faith for over a year and a half now. I didn't know about psychotronics until about 1994-5. Over the years, I have met more and more, fellow strugglers. And except for my backslide, have been in pursuit of evidence to understand for myself, and to help those that cross paths with me. What I have learned is that this has only been a test. They 'perps' as we call them, are planning and preparing for antichrist (possibly a composite clone of all the previous antichrists, such as Hitler, Napolean, Gengis Kahn, etc.) and are develpoing technology far greater than what is being tested on the current victims. The models currently in use appear to only be for gathering data on each personality type, how they cope, how they struggle, how they resist. Once they feel confident, I fear it will be Revelation's time for complete fulfilment. Now is the time to pull together as one body, if ever there was... Those who are true and faithful Christians must give it their all. The devil is perparing for his best effort to destroy all souls on the earth, by whatever it takes, including wealth.
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This group is for born again Christians who suffer from Spiritual Warfare, Mind Control, or any form of abuse. The intent is not to engage in gossip or controversy, but to understand why we are being isolated and tortured from within, and by the world around us. The dark forces of this world have united against anyone who is a threat to their deceit and domination. The main weapon of choice these days, appears to be criminal abuse of technology that is so advanced, it is hard to believe that humans could even develop it. But the fallen ones are behind it all. We must be "...shrewd as serpents, yet innocent as doves..." I invite anyone who loves Christ to support one another while we try to understand, in humility, what is really going on. The Bible says that the Beast will have power to wear out the Saints. This is happening RIGHT NOW, and it is accelerating
received 6-23-2003
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Ken S

Hi my names Ken I'm a Canadian living in Vancouver B.C. I am a Victim, as I have come to understand.
Thanks to aches mc and web sites like this one. I've come to know I'm a target of silent sound, and have bean for many years.
If You have bean as they say cast into a PIT (public Insolation Tactics) I'd like to hear from You.
Apparently it's the last step in Phaze 1. Anyone with information I would sincerely appreciate it. I would also like to hear from Canadians and others in Van to, I'm not excluding anyone else either that has something to say so feel free.
Sincerely
Ken S
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Martti Koski

Finnish Victim and Web Site Author

Martti's account, My Life Depends on You,(also in the Archives) is an important document, and a perfect introduction to anyone concerned about mind-control, especially the remote electronic kind. He tells how anyone can help free him and the rest of the prisoners of psychotronics.
Martti has his own web site with more mind control information and links, including more victims' stories, as he's compiling a collection there.
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Kris

I have just put together the pieces of my abusive past and I have realised that I was a program failure of the Monarch project. As I read the articles attached to the Monarch Project I realise that my abuse was not just generational but directed totally to me. So who am I anyway? These people maniplated us as per their whim so will we ever know the truth?

I was used as a laboratory rat for many years. Just recently I was shown to be a prime candidate for ritual abuse

anything about personal power. Because that's what we lack. Anything that affirms who we are and where we are going
received 03-25-2004
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Kris (1)

I began hearing voices about a year and a half ago along with having body convulsions, street theatre, and memory lapses. They tell me they are taking my life away and that I am a part of a human experiment. My toungue moves on it's own in my mouth having spasms which the doctor said means I have something on my brain stem, however they found nothing irregular. I understand these devices can be as small as a grain of rice which means they wouldn't notice anything in a regular MRI. Can anyone out there who has already located their implants contact me?
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received 2004
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Kris (2)

I have been a victim of electronic harrassment for a little over two years now. They tell me they are going to kill me on a daily basis and have made it impossible for me to live my life. They mess with my mind and my emotions and lately have been messing with my body. Since this began, I have had a series of illnesses unravel from sinus infections to sudden vomiting. If you are a victim PLEASE call me so that we can start taking action together. We cannot allow this to happen to another human being. They must be stopped. My telephone number is 713.829.1633. I wish you all the best.
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received 02-10-2005
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Johnny Kutan

I have been suffering from government mind control ever since I was a child. It has been growing worse and I am trying to find a way to fight against this. Read account Johnny Kutan
received 7-11-2003

Linda Lalla

I was the subject of non-consensual human experimentation. I am told by Cheryl Welsh, President of an Organization against the abuses to human rights, that Sharon Shea went through something that paralled what I went through. I have been unsuccessful in contacting her for about a year. I tried once again to contact her tonight, and was not successful. This is a friend of mine's E-Mail address, as I have not, since this experience, gotten my own again. The technology that I have wittnesed has astounded and frightened me. God bless us all, as the way that I have perceived everything since my experience on May 21, 2002, has been altered forever. My address is 1192 Ayala Drive #4 Sunnyvale, CA. I have found through my experience, that snail mail is much more reliable.

Please see above. I am relunctant to tell more, as it never seems to get sent, on the computer, when I do.
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received 07-03-2004
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John Lambros

American Implant Torture Victim and Web Site Author

John Lambros, a stockbroker and international businessman, was arrested in Brazil asd illegally denied bail. He was then used in the CIA's mind control brain implant program.
Now in Leavenworth Prison in the United States and crippled by the remote-control implants, John has a web site which hosts his account, a plan for legal action, decumentation of his struggle, and sections about several other victims not listed here at the MCF.
The first link at the site is the account - "Congress Asleep at the Switch Again." This includes images of documentation such as medical reports from MRI scans showing implants.
The second, "Anyone Out There Have Implants?", is an organizational message to all implant victims and anyone who was involved in the program.
Browsing down the links we find lots of correspondence with victims, researchers, authorities, and so forth, as well as links to other sites. And, of course, a boycott of Brazil!
The great Boycott Brazil web site
Read about his class action suit 1994
You can email John Lambros
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Larry

The low life scum that invaded my privacy and quote/unquote "wired" me against my will seem to have some holes in their system. I read the remedies from Eleanor White for dealing with this unwanted invasion of privacy. I have a few more remedies to add of my own. Ionized salt seems to disrupt their illegal surveillance as does aersol sprays. Even water sprayed in aersol form seems to disrupt their system. I am currently stationed in KuWait as part of the Operation Iraq Freedom campaign. Not only did I have to deal with the rigors of the military, but I also had to deal with this scums intrusion into my life. I had to endure their constant harassment. I tried to convince my family members of what was occurring, but this only added to the pressures that I and my family members were going through. I am hoping that your assertions that it would be impossible to sue this scum is incorrect. I hope this because of the mental anguish they caused myself and my family and because of the effect this criminal surveillance system had on my job performance. This scum should be made to pay for placing this system upon me in the non-consenual manner that they did and for the libel, defamation of character, and slander that they spewed forth against me.
received 07-19-2004
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Layne

Goverment Mind Control Victim

Dear Heart,
Thank you for your prompt reply. I was so happy to find this web site and know their are others suffering this injustice. I would love to give you more insight on my current situation and what exactly is transpiring. It has been a long and lonely 5-7 years as a test subject to a division of goverment mind control. I only now of the last 5 years, but I am fairly sure they were watching and observing long before they decided to move to a new phase and transmit their voices to levels that could be heard.
I guess I could go by the nickname "Layne". That way my confidentiality would remain safe. This is very important to me Vicky. Thank you for listening and supporting me during this difficult time of my life. I look foward to communicating with you in the near future.
Read Layne's account Here
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Laubel

Someone infiltrated my mind electronically from my teen years until now.

I think that I have at least one implant in one of my teeth. I made this discovery while watching TV and viewing or earing things that were in sync with what I was thinking. It has been very disturbing and I have coped with schizophrenia for many years but when I'm ok between psychosis episodes, I can tell that there was something more than just disease. I personnally think that schizophrenia is a cover-up for this type of activity.
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received 11-23-2004
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Gagiu Iulian Laurentiu

MY name is Gagiu Iulian Laurentiu. I am 28 years old. I have been raisd with this type of programs since the day I was born. Only that was a war between Americans and Russian.
I have no harm on my body but there are a lot of stupid pictures in my head which not are true. I can give the address of firm in the US wich can manufacture some device which protect you.(You are currentley watch!!!). The telephone nomber is 888-387-5956 or 415-464-9201 of e-mail info@clarus.com. The street address is Clarus Product International, 80 East Sir Francis Drake BLVD Suite 3G Larkspur, CA 94939. The product that I am telling you is a pendant and cost 129 US $. Please tell them to manufacture him on the frequencies between 5 HZ and 50 HZ and the watch to him a memory chip and a phone socket(to be conected to a computer). I have also a program which protect the pendat if you understand. Please send me a pendant and I will give you the program. I also have a mind readng program. If we go into the court we can show proof of what they have done. MY street addres is str.Florilor nr 13.B, Suceava city, Romania and my phone no.is 040726937974.
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received 10-02-2004
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Lazyhorse

Dream Invasion Researcher and MC Activist

For anybody experiencing dreams involving abduction by or interactions with agents remembered as aliens or as ordinary humans, wherein occurs mistreatment with unusual technologies, or time travel, or "hive" like over-controlled gatherings, my accounts may be familiar. I am coming to the conclusion that widespread dream abduction and brainwashing is happening, supported by a media which bends all it's imagery around subliminal reenforcement of the brainwashing experience.
There is one technology central to this program; a face mounted device, like sunglasses, which shines a bright light ( probably a scanning laser ) into one eye, over an extended period of time. I believe it to be the replacement or the old "reichian red-blue" brainwashing hardware. You will see this device "[---@]" barely concealed in commercial graphics everywhere ( take a look around you now, or check the next ad break on tv ).
If any of this means anything to you, please e-mail me.
Don't be a victim. Be an activist.
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David Lee

Chinese Scottish Victim of Remote Control Experiments

David Lee moved to the UK from China at the age of five. Now 34, he earned a BSc in college and applies his scientific knowledge to this account of his being a subject of remote mind control experiments.
Unlike many victims, David experienced alot of aerial flybys and even hovering helicopters. He is able to chronicle military air activity in detail.
Profiles of the actors that appear to David in holographic visions are included (they somehow get into your eyes in color, and into your inner ears in stereo; see Alan Frey's original paper in the Archives on broadcasting voices on microwaves).
You can view the photos of the planes, a radar base, and irradiated grass, and read his account here
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Lioudmila Peliouchenko-Leverd

Russian / French Victim of Remote Control Experiments

At this time all we have is her letter to the United Nations High Commissioner for Human Rights asking for asylum in the USA.
She is working on a more complete accounting to post here.
The French and the Russian police (KGB) have tortured this woman killed her husband and her son has been raised as a orphan.
Read Lioudmilas' account Here
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George Li

Taiwanese Psychotronics and Harassment Victim

Since Alan Yu wrote about the Taiwanese mind control apparatus that he discovered while an officer in the armed services, a victim of that part of the Taiwanese authorites has surfaced -- George Li.
George Li's account will be updated frequently. Part 1 tells how he is followed by vehicles constantly honking their horns. This resembles Cheryl Welsh's account, as she says she is followed by red cars.
George would especially like to locate other Taiwanese victims.
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Lisa Li

A victim of an ongoing international human rights abuse crime is looking for help !
Your help and support can save my life !
A copy of the petition letter to Mr. Bertrand G. Ramcharan of Office of the United Nations High Commissioner for Human Rights (OHCHR) is on site.
All my email accounts, mailing service, voice call are controlled and modified . I can not find a reliable way to communication with you. My persecutors are governments, FBI, who constantly present themselves as law enforcement towards people.
It is a significant international human rights abuse crime – featured by the government frauds, white collar crimes, organized crime and the inhuman torture. Among these people are the most “decent” human killers I ever see.
Read the petition Here
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received 7-9-2003
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Ed Light

American Psychotronics Victim

Hi, I'm Ed Light, the founder of the MCF pages, born in 1947. To read my accounts, give this link a click!
You'll see my skull xrays showing how it melted down over the years from the radar or whatever it is. Hint: 2.45 gigahertz is used to pulse carbon dioxide, producing laser beams. This frequency was measured by victim Glen Nichols   on an Optoelectronics HandiCounter Model M1 frequency counter.
Also, I detail the unbelievable saga of trying to escape the beams in the light rail tunnel under the San Francisco Bay.
My summary of my predicament as of 1995 has been added, as well as my answer to a letter asking to describe, in detail, all the holograms that I see.
Finally, my letter to Energy Secretary Hazel O'Leary has been added. The result is that I can't get any compensation because they believe that I'm not being exposed to ionizing radiation.
Also, don't miss my new song of  January 1998 - The Mind Control Base !! It's the last thing on my page.
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Lonewolf from Australia

Lonewolf writes:
I was wondering if you could leave a message on your site requesting Australian victims to contact me ... it's pretty lonely out here in Australia :-)
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Lou

Hello. My name is Lou, and I am suffering a measure of mind-control by a "person" or people who used a chat room relationship to persuade me to allow a phone call to my home. I was happy to receive a phone call, for I really enjoyed my internet conversations, and felt these were nice people.

Then and now, being a grandmother (64 at that time), and a new computer user, there was much I did not know. I still am not very computer savvy, but I have read MUCH information now, that describes the manipulation I endure. Read more of Lou's Personal expereience Here
received 11-16-2003
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Loudest Voice

American Psychotronics Victim

In her account LV relates how she has been used as a psychotronics victim since October, 1994. It's a account of total betrayal by those whom she should be able to trust.
Psychotronics victims get harassed by elements on the ground who are linked up to the mind control signals in order to join in the victims' thoughts and blow their minds; LV has received a full dose of this tactic.
The account goes into great detail of how the "controllers" entered her very soul and pinned her down, and how she has managed to get along with it somehow. Read more of LV's account Here

Contact information:
If you have any questions, please feel free to email me or call my daytime work phone between 8 a.m and 10 p.m.: (818) 506-5707.

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Rich Loveheart

Hello
I'm very pleased to find your web site what a great thing for all of us that have gone thru this violation I would like for you to contact me because I have information on how to tell if your being zapped that you didn't list some are very easy to regonize.
I'm going to submit my story to your web site soon.
You see I've been subjected to this for 20 years now and in the begining there was no support it was very difficult.
Read Rich's account Here
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received 8-14-2003
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