My mind has been tortured by electronic/psychotronics harassment for over 20 years now. It's getting so bad that I'm going crazy. I feel like smashing everything around me. I have thoughts of killing myself. No one in my family believes me. They wont even listen when I try to explain what I know to be happining. I fear I'll end up in a mental hospital or jail. I don't want to end up like this. I don't deserve it. This is the most incidious evil that human beings have ever perpetrated on one another and they seem to be getting away with it
There is something evil going on in this world and it seems to be capable of invading the minds of men women and children throughout the world.i believe its a developed tecnoledgy that men with no respect for the rights of other are inflicting on others,to try and control the behavior of people
Before I started hearing voices I remember hearing high pitched frequencies in my left ear. It was like in elementery school when I took the hearing tests.in 1981 I was 27 years old. I was in a bad motor cycle accident. I was takin to the u.c.d. medical center with multipal trauma. I remember having a dream about someone asking me what kind of program I would like. I said that I would like to be more like jesus. After I got out of the hospitl I started hearing whispering wherever I went, that no one else could hear. When I went to bed, I felt like I was in a hypnotic state and was taken off to other placeses. I remember a quarts heater I had vibrated to every word that I heard and it was in a machenicle monotone hipnotic kind of voice.voices told me to read the bible doug over and over. When I did, at times it was like I would hear a thunderous roar racing across the sky and a devilish voice screaming obsenities. When that happened a choris of voices would join in and read with me, seemingly to keep me on tract. I heard voices wherever I went and still do. Sometimes they imatate my neighbors voices as if they were talking about me. Everywhere I go I hear voices talking about me.
As years went by the voices seemed to be able to hear me when I thought to myself in my head. I was going crazy trying to figure out what was going on. Then the voices started repeting over and over, its ultrasound ultrasonics, ultrasound ultrasonics.
A year or so after that they started repeting over and over, its cybernetics doug its cybernetics. I was amazed when I looked the word up on the computer to find the information on the subject was exactly the same things that were happining to me. One thing that I didn't see that I experience, is the ability to take over a voice and make it say my thoughts. That really seems to piss them off. They keep trying to convince me that its spiritual but after seeing all that I have on the computer I refuse to believe that. In fact it seemes like everything they say is an attempt at deception. I really dont know who or why this is happening to me or how they can let it go on for so long. There must be a way of detecting and tracking down these evil criminals. If this is men and there technology that is responsible for this, they are being used by the devil. I could go on and on with all the stories, lies tricks and attempts at deception. but the reason I want this documented is because sometimes it feels like they are bombarding me with some kind of waves that are making my face feel a burning sensation. Sense there is no way for this whole busness to be detected and prove what they are doing, they could be trying to slowly kill me and get away with it. Of course no one in my family or any one I know believes me so no one will even investigate if something did happen to me.
It seems if it's not happining to others, they dont believe it.