Since I was 6 yrs old and had a dream that I couldn't wake up from. From the age of 10, I knew something wasn't "right".
My father works for Lockheed too, and has high level clearance. Whether or not I've been implanted, I don't know. I do know I'm being harrassed. The more I fight, the more they mess with me too. Street theatre, rapid fatigue attacks, "investigator calls to my cell phone"...hot spots on my head, and I mean really hot. I have a hot spot on my head as I type this now. funny it's always on the same part of my head.
Just one story of hundreds of weird experiences. About a year ago, I quit my job, denounced people I knew who did things I didn't approve of, and basically isolated myself from almost everything. Despite having nothing to stress about and nothing to do all day but hike, bike, and relax and I still couldn't clear my head of "clutter". I had all these thoughts in my head that didn't make any sense. I hadn't a care in the world, yet my brain was clogged with stressing thoughts. I couldn't think straight at all.
Then, I had a situation where one evening, my stereo system turned on and off by itself. Upon the stereo turning on and off several times, I "knew" someone was watching me or at least "messing" with me. I actually thought it might be some stange alien contact, based on wierd events I had been experiencing over the past year (orbs/owl/falcon/coyote contacts).
So, I went to the back yard outside and "egged on" whoever it was to "bring it on"....show me what you got! I bright light flew past me, bright as burning magnesium, and big, like a humungous sparkler on 4th of July. They gave me what I asked for. I was in shock. Was it man made or alien in nature, I don't know. But after that, I took my dog out to the park for a walk a couple blocks away, I was thinking about how much trouble the human race is in. I was furious with anger. Just then, a white suburban with blacked out windows screeches round the corned and into a school yard and stops across the street from where I was walking.
The thoughts rampant in my brain was that humans were all controlled. I thought the truck might be SS or CIA or something monitoring my brainwaves, coming to get me since I am a dissenter. I ran and never looked back.
After this, I fell into depression and alcohol and just pulled out of it this year. I forgot about all that had happened.
I am again trying to fight this brain control. It is powerful, but I know it is REAL. THEY know I am back and are targeting me big time. I run into all sorts of strange people. I had a woman tell me I was part of a satanic church and worship the devil. I wear a pentacle, which means God presiding over all things. Hollywood has done it's job well. Everyone thinks it's a demonic symbol, but I don't wear it upside down. I love the Earth and animals and people. For this woman to accuse me of this is hilarious. She is a loyal subject to the demon she herself condemns.
At night, I often see images in the dark. I've even seen a strange "black hole" type of image. I saw what looked to be a computer generated worm hole. It was green circles, moving in a pulsating pattern, staring at it, it looked like you were traveling into it. That was really cool. It was like a hologram. Normally, I can stare into the dark and watch what appears to be a movie. I've seen many movies that I know are not "memories" of past events.
If there is anyone in the Phoenix area who is targeted, I would be happy to discuss strategies and plans of exposure of this horrible mind control.
I have decided that I will give my own life to expose this crime against humanity.
THOSE WHO ARE WATCHING NEED TO KNOW THAT AND BE CAREFUL WHEN MESSING WITH ME. I AM STRONG. I WILL SURVIVE. YOU THINK YOU HAVE SO MUCH POWER, BUT YOU DO NOT. I TAUNT YOU PERPS OPENLY.