The first thing I want people to know is that I am very tired of dealing with this new reality I have to live with. The emotional drain I am experiencing is overwhelming. Futhermore, I have documentation to back up everything I say here.The hardest part of this situation is keeping a happy attitude about life. You know....You have to be a happy, upbeat employee to keep a job and advance.
I was running a computer repair company in the East Bay of California. I bought a DOS version 5.0, from a chinese computer distributor, in November 1992 to upgrade my computer which stored my diagnostics and utility programs which I copied to floppy disks so I could help my customers with their computer problems. The DOS was represented as a Microsoft product....but it wasn't.
In December 1992, I started noticing my customers acting "strange". I would go to service calls and notice things like my customer lying about the onset of their problem. Customers made changes to their computers and then mislead me about the changes. ie; removing a processor heat sink, changing switch settings, connecting hard drive cables backwards, etc.
When I questioned them about the onset of the problem, they said the problem just suddenly occurred. I couldn't understand why a customer would do that, so I attributed the inacuracies to miscommunication or just plain mistakes.
Four years later, I was covertly informed that I was spreading a non-detectable virus which caused multiple hardware and software problems.
Believe me....This virus is more like a ASM code....or it is the code created when a user uses a software product other than Microsoft's. My customers all had true MS OS environments. This malicous code created all kinds of havoc with their PC's.
So...as time went on, It became more apparent that I was being investigated by lawyers and the business community. I now know they thought I created this "virus" to increase my business. They were wrong. It turns out this chinese computer distributor was raided by authorities three months after I bought the DOS.
After I learned of my possible computer virus problem, I verified the problem at a local Kinko's. I scanned one of my diskettes on a Kinkos computer (no virus found) and went back a month later. I asked the Kinkos staff member, who I had informed of the possible virus, about the computer I used to scan my diskette. He reacted frantically, saying, "Oh...that computer is acting weird.....we can't figure it out." Shortly there after I went to the DOJ anti- trust division in San Francisco and talked to Charlie (Mr. Malone's assistant) Charlie is bald.
I went to the DOJ three times in August and September 1996. Notice the coinciding beginning of the missing Clinton Emails which were not archived for the Chinagate inquiry. A couple of days after my last visit to the DOJ, I heard what sounded EXACTLY like Bill Clinton's voice on my radio saying, "Keep your mouth shut!"
I did not obey and soon later, while laying in my bed, I felt what I can only describe as a lightning bolt going through my chest. My body started convulsing like I was being electrocuted. It lasted what seemed like 10 seconds.
Then, of course, there is the psychological warfare I experienced.
I have to go back to about February 1993....I started noticing something else weird. I had cable television. I was a customer of TCI. (Turner Cable Incorporated - Or whatever) I began to notice somebody, seemingly, talking to me. I know, I know.....strange...but true....and NO...I'm not a paranoid schitzaphrenic.<sp>
For instance, I was at a sports bar talking to a lady. We were discussing dinosaurs. I said something about cave men living while dinosaurs were alive. I went home, turned on the TV, and out of the blue, I heard a comment saying there were no cave men when dinosaurs were alive.
Probably one of the first instances of this psychological warfare was when I heard someone on my TV saying, "When your house starts talking to you, you should move."
When it started, I didn't think much of it. I just passed it off as coincidence. Then it became too obvious. I'd say something on the phone and there was either a reply or a coincidental comment on my radio and/or TV.
By the time August 1996 came around, I was having arguments with someone on my radio. I argued with someone about the details of my discovery which I brought to the attention of the DOJ. I discovered a fix for this "virus" which I started using to fix EVERYBODY'S computer problem. (Whether they had a virus or not) This fix proves planned obsolescence in my mind.
Notice this coincidence. Stories on the net about Army psychological warfare personnel working at CNN. (or maybe not coincidence)
Anyway...as weird as the above is...the following is even harder to believe and is what is REALLY pissing me off.
I called my brother on the phone....I told him that I had finally figured out why my business was being harassed. I said, "There only hope is to turn me into some kind of Jesus freak, otherwise I'm going to the supreme court about this!"
Not long later came the religious related comments on my radio and TV. I remember hearing someone saying, "The messiah will be here in November (1996), so forgive them or you won't be forgiven". I started having visions of angels and other biblical related things.
It was like someone was "playing God"...trying to make me think that God was intervening in the situation. (This really angers me....stealing my faith....making me dought the existance of GOD)
I had started reading the bible....I couldn't figure out what I was doing wrong to justify the actions of my customers. When I read about Jacob's ladder, the next day I saw what Jacob described. It was incredible. (Many more examples...too many for this posting)
Bottom line here is, I was either attacked by Satan, or GOD really did intervene. (Or both) Or the government (establishment) has the ability to make a person see things that aren't really there.
This situation is provable. One day in 1997 I said, "Stop it, please stop it, this is too hard." I said this in response to the psychological bull---- I was experiencing.
In 1998, I turned on the Art Bell radio show. To my utter disbelief, A caller called in to say that he worked for JPL and was tired of "ruining people's lives". He gave a fake name (Kent) and provided a recording of a satellite communication transmission wherein the subject said, "Stop it, please stop it, this is too hard!" Art Bell signed off right around this time.
I am currently very close to being homeless and unable to stay afloat financially. I could really use financial help.
Received 11-07-2003